Sep 29, 2009
Swans by my side...

Bones are here.

YES it finally came! And even fitted into our mailbox. Now I know what I'm gonna do the rest of the day...

Sep 28, 2009
Living like Indians.

Tomorrow is free for me... Maybe I could bake something? Though I'm feeling like having a Pirates of the Caribbean marathon.

Sep 27, 2009
I think I'll go to Boston.
This is one of the best songs ever. It makes me so happy. Makes me wanna do all those things I'm too tired to do usually.

In the light of the sun
Is there anyone? Oh, it has begun
Oh dear, you look so lost
Your eyes are red, the tears are shed
This world you must have crossed, you said

You don't know me
And you don't even care, oh yeah
And you said, you don't know me
And you don't wear my chains, oh yeah

Essential yet appealed
You carry all your thoughts across an open field
Where flowers gaze at you
They're not the only ones who cry when they see you

You said you don't know me
And you don't even care, oh yeah
Well you said you don't know me
And you don't wear my chains, oh yeah

She said I think I'll go to Boston
I think I'll start a new life
I think I'll start it over
Where no one knows my name

I'll get out of California
I'm tired of the weather
I think I'll get a lover
And fly 'em out to Spain

Oh yeah and I think I'll go to Boston
I think that I was tired
I think I need a new town
To leave this all behind

I think I need a sunrise
I'm tired of Sunset
I hear it's nice in the summer
Some snow would be nice, oh yeah

You don't know me
And you don't even care, oh yeah

Boston, where no one knows my name
Where no one knows my name
Where no one knows my name, yeah

Boston, where no one knows my name

Sep 25, 2009
Headache makes me almost sing.
Guess what? I'm sick. Again. I have an exam week going on, should be reading English but I'm not really in the mood. Plus I've got headache. So what do I do? Drink tea, read Allure, paint by watercolors, make keychains... I really love doing stuff with my hands. Making keychains is therapeutic. I take apart old earrings, necklaces, use some random pearls etc.

Right now I'm trying to find a red wool coat for winter. Bright red. Though I'm short of money. And I should buy some books for next period, starting in a week... Have I mentioned that I'm starting Spanish? And there's a trip from school to Rome next spring. They count that trip as one course, so I'm totally going. It costs 700 euros but sure is worth it!

I'm thinking about taking some pictures outside tomorrow, if I'm feeling better. Now I'll go and watch some Survivors.

Sep 19, 2009
Apple autumn.
I love this season... Leaves are starting to fall of and catch those pretty colors.

And I've become addicted to tea in these past few days. I bought apple tea yesterday. If you wonder what that green thing in the cup is, it's a tea filter. Where all those tea leaves are. That red chocolate bar actually tastes a bit like apple too... And since my Lovely Bones book isn't coming in mail for a while, I bought Holes in Finnish from bookstore. I read it in a school few years ago and quite liked it.

And seriously, my exam week is starting next Thursday! I'm freaking out. Though on Thursday we only have visual arts and a preparation class for biology. And only biology exam before weekend. But I'm freaking out because of physics and math. Oh God.

Now it's almost 1 am and I'm still making one video with iMovie. I love My Blueberry Nights. Great movie to watch on autumn and winter. And if you wanna get into the feeling of New York...

Sep 15, 2009
And maybe it's the time of year.
Wasn't it just so nice, sketching to my notebook outside. With one of my new friends next to me, sun was shining, colorful leaves were floating in the air and I thought... My love, autumn, was finally here.

Sorry. Corny, maybe? Hah. Anyway.

I turned sixteen today. Like my friend said: "Only two years until you can drive a car and officially go to bar!"

Didn't do much today though, we only watched Taking Woodstock with my friend. Hippy movie, but pretty great. I saw a trailer of The Lovely Bones before the movie began and I'm so gonna go seeing that movie. Sad thing is that it doesn't air in here until February. I ordered that book to get into the story, it should come in 2-5 days.

Sep 13, 2009
Night I can't really remember.

Yesterday was sweet. My sister(who is a hairdresser) made my new hair. Hair extensions and all. And bangs!
Me and my friends spent our early evening in ice hockey game. Our team won 3-1! :) They are on fire. Then we took a bus to my place where we picked up our drinks. Then we jumped to the bus again, this time we headed to the center of the city. And there wasn't really anyone! I guess everyone was in the bar and people who were too young were somewhere else.

Rest of the night was just crazy. You may not wanna hear about it...

Sep 11, 2009
I listen to your kind words and see world flashing by.

I was in Helsinki on an art-trip yesterday. We visited few museos with the school.

...We also sat in our bus for over 4 hours. Pretty much all we saw was fields and trees. Typical Finland.

But I'm happy my iPod had enough batteries left :) Now I'm gonna go to sleep, feeling a bit feverish and tomorrow I've got time for hairdresser, one ice-hockey game(not mine, obviously) and it's also time to party my birthday! A bit early though. Be ready for some pictures.

Sep 6, 2009
This is the season of love.

I have like my own ritual on Sundays. I either wake up too early and am totally bored all morning or I sleep almost all day. Then drink too much coffee, take pictures outside and scroll through my favorite blogs and interesting Youtube videos.

That's pretty much what happened today, too. Though I jumped on my bike and rode over few hills with my camera. There are beautiful hays and flowers next to the field this time of the year.

And right now, all I need to inspire me is two songs. Boston by Augustana and Season Of Love by Shiny Toy Guns. Gonna talk more about that first one later. But you really should listen this:

Love... feel love

Every question
Every answer too
Ever constant
Ever changing few
It's all memory in the sun
Or it's all in the darkness

Maybe it's all around to see
If we try
And maybe it's been inside of me
All this time

Love love love
Love love love
Love love love

Love love love
Love love love
Love love love

Crazy with it
Crazier without
Never certain
Never full of doubt
Now you feel it
Now you don't
Do you know what you're feeling?

Where did it come from and where
Does it go?
If it were right in front of me
Would i know?

Love love love
Love love love
Love love love

Love love love
Love love love
Love love love

Sep 4, 2009
And the Earth spins round, the souls making sounds.

I've pretty much bought only jewellery from Lindex. But lately I've been taking a look at the clothes too and I have to say that I love that ethnic style. Similar with Indiska, except Indiska is pretty much all Indian style.

Some cool cloth bag would be needed. I personally don't really like black leather bags, I don't know why. I prefer brown and it doesn't look too good with black shoes. So I was thinking that cloth bag could work. I have one from The Body Shop but it has some print in pink and green and the handles are also green so it doesn't work with all clothes. I love that one with the tree and Earth :)

If I should describe my style, I would say that it is a mixture of romantic and ethnic with a hue of rock and "cowboy" every once in a while. But it depends from my mood.

You're gonna need those boots.
Weather has been, well, rainy today. But I don't want to talk about weather!

Got out of school at twelve today, like every Friday, Tuesday and Thursday. So I went for a little round in the town. What I had in mind was simple powder pink shirt. Well. Not what I got, actually.

Visited H&M, you remember that pink ruffle top few posts ago? Well I bought it and few jewellery. I love that bracelet. And that necklace may not be really my style but it was just so pretty. Plus it has long chain.

But back to that top. I ordered it earlier from internet, too, and since it was meant to come after few weeks... Well, I thought I could buy it now and take back my order online. But it's not that easy apparently, they had JUST started packing it so I can't cancel my order anymore. And I ripped of the price tag already from that another top. So soon I'm gonna have two same tops. Dunno what I'm gonna do. If someone I know wants to buy it, it would be great. But if that doesn't happen, then I guess I'm gonna have to mail it back.

Why does everything always have to be so hard?

I also walked into SpiritStore, around the corner and there they were: those black boots I saw few weeks ago in a magazine. Got 6 euros of the prize thanks to my new studentcard(I know, it's not significant discount but still) and so they cost 53 euros. They remind a bit biker boots.

Sep 3, 2009
Today tastes like cranberry.

So. Yesterday. Huh...

It's common in here that when you start in upper secondary school, older students arrange a "slaveday" for you. So we were their slaves and we had to bow them and do everything they asked. Including marching to another school's yard and screaming mocking song about them. We looked funny with lipstick etc. all over our faces. Apparently people heard us all the way to the center of the city. Fine, it's just like one mail away from our school but still. We were pretty loud.

Gonna eat some berry chocolate and edit videos now, I guess.