May 30, 2009
Oh it's time for joy, it's time for sun.
Oh my, holiday is finally here! It was sad at school, speeches and all, but right now it feels like I've already had weeks of holiday. I just hanged out everywhere today and my friend is coming to our place later. Cool, it's been really hot day and I heard that tomorrow is going to be even hotter! Damn I'm not gonna step out of the sun even for a second.

And about my diplom(in the numbers 4 is worst, 10 is best)... I was happy to notice that drawing still stayed in 10 and Swedish didn't drop to 6, it was still 7. Thank god.

May 29, 2009
Last day and it's time for baseball.

Last day in that school... My class was dressed as emos and we saw some pictures we took few weeks ago. Then there was baseball game, teachers vs. students.

Well, teachers won. But we did have fun, playing with the camera and all :D Tomorrow we have short festival, we get our diplomas and it's finally time for a holiday!

May 28, 2009
If you're an artist, you have to suffer...
Oh my gosh, you can't be more clumsy than I am. Seriously, we were walking to this one cottage(middle of the forest) in school and when I jumped to the porch I hitted my head to the rail so freaking hard. They said that even that rail jolted so I guess you can imagine the huge knot in my head right now. Anyway, I was wearing my "artist-clothes". I couldn't get a beret anywhere so I had to let that one go. Do you like my shirt, played with paints last night? Haha. And I did paint that big brush again, cute colors now.

Some of my works from drawing:

May 27, 2009
You painted me in pastel, colors that don’t tell of any boldness.

Crazy day. And kind of boring, too. Since we had Amnesty International's lecture and ice hockey tournament. With Xbox 360, of course. Almost everyone was wearing pajamas, me too. Had these cute, pink, bunny-slippers. I guess I told you about those?

In afternoon I got to enjoy about new Cosmo, cup of coffee and few mint/chocolate candys. Sweet. And it was winding like never before... Then came the rain.

I guess we should wash our windows sometimes? Anyway, tomorrow we should be wearing our "hobby". Guess what I'm gonna put on? Big paintbrush as a necklace, few paintspots on my face and two smaller brushes poked to my messy topknot. You know, in a Chinese style? And black clothes and a beret, of course. You have already guessed my hobby, no? I thought just a camera hanging from my neck would be too boring and I'm not really into dragging some shopping bags with me, wearing t-shirt that says "I've got black belt in shopping. Don't you dare to challenge me..." Huh.

And I already picked clothes for Friday... Dark and angsty ones, haha.

May 26, 2009
When I arrive, I bring the fire.

So cool week coming. Today I wore guys clothes and guys wore girls clothes. It can't get any funnier! Tomorrow I'm gonna wear light blue pajamapants, anchor-patterned tank top and one in pink too. And you can't forget cute, pink bunny-slippers!

Like I said, funny week coming. On Friday everyone in my class is going to wear emo clothes. We're going to have a lot of fun while doing our hair and makeup.

May 24, 2009
Last train home...

Kind of funny... We were watching CSI Miami yesterday with my friend, episode was Head Case. One of those officers had familiar voice and after a while I remembered who he was: Ernest Waddel, "real Derek" from One Tree Hill. Then I saw another familiar face, Michael Copon this time. From One Tree Hill too, known as Felix. Funny how we first saw him at the pool in OTH and same thing happened this time too, shirtless again. Not that I'd wanna complain about that... Haha.

Anyway, those pics I promised to post today... Saw few animals, first this cat at the street.

Then I fell in love with my friends dogs.

And when I was heading back home, I saw two rabbits. Or were they brown hares like my mom said?

May 23, 2009
Sky is falling for us.

Oh my gosh... I was hanging out today with my friend(who has sweetest dogs ever!) and got some really cool pictures. That sky was just insane. Few more pics coming later.

May 21, 2009
I don't even know myself...

Hawk is known as brave, noble and beautiful. Hawk is messenger and oversees situations. You are sharp-instinctive and intuitive. You are independent and sometimes maybe slightly lonely. In ancient Egypt hawk was god or god's helper and thats why you have power. Hawk aims his look to the future and you should too!

That sounds kinda like me... Maybe my totem animal really is hawk?

Where did you sleep last night?
I've been really tired past week so I haven't written anything wise lately. Sorry about that... Today is holiday so after 12 hours of sleep I finally have time.

How can you fall in love with a pair of shoes so badly? After work I did go shopping yesterday, hoping to find a dress to the spring festival. And I did, so cute... White and lacy.
But the shoes are the ones I love more than anything... So freaking cute! And they don't even kill my feet so much. Yet.

And I guess I really am in love with Father And Son by Cat Stevens. It has become the most played song in my iTunes in few weeks. But now I'm listening Nirvana's Best Of. Love it! It's been another rainy day, though sun is starting to shine a bit now. But I'm still thinking that I could try this thing I read from a magazine earlier today: put my iTunes to shuffle and pick one word or sentence from each song. Then I'm gonna draw it to paper.

And you have no idea how happy I got when I noticed that there was small story about Tom Sturridge in that same magazine! Perfect.

Oh and how could I forget! One Tree Hill's season finale was so happy and beginning of it was so sad. From my pow it was one of the best episodes ever. And that music was amazing, I had to had War Sweater by Wakey!Wakey! and Can't You See by Marshall Tucker Band to my iPod. Dramatic and happy, hand in hand. I can't really see where they're going in season 7 without 2 of the main characters and I'm probably not gonna watch it to find out. Last episode could have been the perfect ending for the show.

May 18, 2009
You know you're right.
I hate this... town? Full of kids who have way too much self-confidence. They're just so rude.

Anyway, I've cycled today about 9 miles and haven't sitted down at all until now. My legs are kinda starting to hurt. Work practice program isn't the thing for me. And my hands are full of scratches, thanks to the cardboard boxes I ripped after I had unpacked them to the shelves.

Right now I need to relax so I guess I'm gonna read Breaking Dawn again. Just finished Eclipse and before that I read other two books.

May 16, 2009
It comes in metaforms.
I am clumsy. Thats a fact. Thursday in PE I kicked football to the wrong direction - some of the time - or didn't strike at all, most of the time. And finally got a hit from the ball, straight to my face. Really nice.

Friday I got sore bump to my forehead, thanks to the corner of my dresser.

And today I got a bruise to my wrist. Now I have cool Winnie The Pooh bandaid there.

But right now I'm watching Eurovision 2009. Gotta say: that Croatian singer was hot. Though his teeth are kinda... yellow? Um.

Anyway, I can't stop laughing. Some of these are just way too funny.

May 15, 2009
Like a song.
I'm just a little bit bored. I thought I'd share my favorite songs with you:

1. Cat Stevens - Father And Son
2. The Who - Baba O'Riley
3. The Troggs - With A Girl Like You
4. Chairlift - Bruises
5. Travis - Tied To The 90's
6. The Fray - How To Save A Life
7. Jose Gonzalez - Heartbeats
8. Travis - Closer 
9. Manchester Orchesta - I Can Feel A Hot One
10. Goldfrapp - Caravan Girl

You can listen them all here:

What more could you wish for?

(I love my new shoes!)

May 14, 2009
The end comes closer and closer.
I finished my portfolio for drawing. Now there isn't anything to do in the school anymore... I mean, really. We're taking pictures every once in a while and they show them to the entire school in the last week. And all we do in the classes is watch videos. Next week we have work practice program so I don't have school then. Instead, I'm in this one general store since everything else was full. Only four days though, Thursday is free.

In the last week we're also gonna wear funny costumes(9th grade only):
Monday: celebrity or fictional character
Tuesday: opposite gender's clothes
Wednesday: pajamas
Thursday: clothing from some hobby
Friday: everyone has clothes that are same style with their own class

And Saturday is the last day, short spring festival and we get our diplomas. Finally. It sure is sad that I'm most likely never gonna see these people again but relief at the same time. If you would meet my class, you would understand... Full of freaks, pretty much. Our team spirit is lowest in the entire school.

May 13, 2009
Sad news but happy memories?

Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am home again
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am whole again
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am young again
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am fun again

So, now that we know that Lucas and Peyton / Chad and Hilarie aren't coming back for season 7 of One Tree Hill... This show has been my favorite since I discovered it last spring and I can't believe it's been just a year. These characters are so amazing, thanks to Mark Schwahn and those amazing actors and actresses. Peyton was the reason I got attached to this show during season 3 rerun and even though Lucas and Brooke were together at that time, it felt right when Lucas and Peyton got together in season 4. Season 1 was really important to them, in season 5 they struggled but in the end everything was the way it was supposed to be.

However far away I will always love you
However long I stay I will always love you
Whatever words I say I will always love you
I will always love you

I'm not sure if I'm gonna watch this show anymore, maybe if season 7 comes out of tv here, in the future. But now that it's soon time for this couple's finale, I'm planning to make at first one video from their wedding(song is Cat Stevens - Father And Son 'cause I'm in love with it and this couple too) and then another from their relationship during all 6 seasons. Song I chose for that video is Jose Gonzalez - Heartbeats.

Why? 'Cause it's about them, it's their winning song, sign of success. Heard in season 4 during one of their most significant moments and again in season 5.

Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am free again
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am clean again

It's just their song. It's just their story.

However far away I will always love you
However long I stay I will always love you
Whatever words I say I will always love you
I will always love you

Success Story...

Starting to work on portfolio for my "diploma work" in drawing. It's gonna be white with red and black.

I finished yesterday my portfolio for creative writing.... I think it's pretty cool, although short.

And some of my drawings... I can feel the wind is unfinished, still.