Let's go way out spaced out, and loosing all control.

Yesterday was fun. Sooo fun, I danced all night. Can't wait for the rest of the parties our school is arranging!

You can't squeeze more than that about my life at the moment, it's all about school. Most of the time I'm either too busy to write, too tired or somewhere outside.

Finnish homeworks are terrifying(autobiography and interview, anyone?) plus I should finish history essay before Wednesday. Argh.

PS I'm getting into this postcrossing thing again. Since I just found some pretty cool and stylish postcards about our town.

Purple and lacy, too hazy...

Just sun is needed.

Now I'm not thinking about that dream anymore, this beautiful morning made me forget.

Running away from this world...

Last night I had one of those creepy dreams. That gives you traumas. If it is even possible to get traumas from your own dreams?

I was told that I should run as far as I could go. So I ran, and a mass of people followed me. I ran all the way to our neighbourhood. Here I ran through fields and tried to get to that one forest that is in the end of our road. But there was a Japanese exchance-student from our school who wouldn't let me go there. So I ran to our house and climbed on top of the white, high fence. There was two boys who had ran away too. At some point I slipped down from the fence since I knew I was dead. I went inside and tried to go to Facebook(I know, weird?). But it wasn't in correct "wavelenght" and then I realised that I couldn't use anything or do anything on Earth since I was dead. And I was trapped here forever. Then I thought "I always knew I would die young..."

Then I woke up. Pretty distressing dream. And one hour ago outside looked exactly like in my dream. Grey and spooky. And THAT is creepy. Good thing that sky is now turning blue.

Seeds and beans and polliwogs.

Stones and bones
snow and frost
seeds and beans and polliwogs.
Paths and twigs, assorted kisses.
We all know who Susie misses…

I finished The Lovely Bones. I adore that book!

“These were the lovely bones that had grown around my absence: the connections - sometimes tenuous, sometimes made at great cost, but often magnificent - that happened after I was gone. And I began to see things in a way that let me hold the world without me in it. The events that my death wrought were merely the bones of a body that would become whole at some unpredictable time in the future. The price of what I came to see as this miraculous body had been my life.”


But hey, my 10 days of holiday started today! I've been photographing and making few cheese horns for late breakfast.



In case you were wondering, I actually did pass all those courses at school.

White romance.

Sooooo cute. I love romantic clothes like this. I ordered that shorter skirt from H&M, gonna get it in few days. I'm also gonna try to find those shirts from KappAhl tomorrow.

We are golden, we are golden.

It's October.


Btw, I'm so in love with the song We Are Golden from Mika.

Each time I told my story, I lost a bit, the smallest drop of pain.

Hey I did it, survived from first exam week ever! Dunno if I passed all the courses, though... Physics is the one I'm afraid of.
Today I noticed that there are red wool coats at H&M too. Third store I've seen them in, I think. On Monday I'm gonna go shopping after school, try them on and buy the one that fits best. Also, I've seen few sweet tunics/tops at KappAhl's website. I should go there too.

By the way, this book, The Lovely Bones... Best book I've ever read. Like Maggie O'Farrel from Sunday Telegraph said, "I sat down in the morning to read the first couple of pages; five hours later, I was still there, book in hand, transfixed." I'm so happy I saw that movie trailer and thought "That looks great, maybe I should read the book?"